Yeah. Since I haven't updated this, a brief recount of this year's events.

The girl I've been dating since first semester broke up with me in september, then told me she cheated on me while we were apart over the summer.

I found out I owe my school an obscene amount of money because my father lied and said he'd been paying them.

I've been abandoned by many of the friends I had last year 'cause I left the fraternity I joined that year.

My cell phone, for no reason, died recently, cutting me off from people.

In short, I'm returning to that dark place in my mind where I was back in high school, when I just kept wanting to kill myself on a regular basis and saw no point to continuing to live.

God Bless the Great State of Kentucky.